Painted Black-Young Jean Havoc

I play Jean Havoc ... or at least I like to at parties. Seriously, I role-play Havoc in several forums and when you role-play a character ... they sometimes end up dumping a complicated past on you. This is part of my Havoc's past, where he was shaken by an incident he encountered on the battlefield. He literally went crazy, and even in present times he's still not REALLY 100%. Yes, he's holding a rosary. My Jean is a French Catholic.